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[bigboyvibes]

(ABOOORRRRRRTTTTTTT

Steve hadn't expected Jonathan's response to be so straightforward and well, harsh. It takes Steve by surprise considering that Jonathan had been a bit adamant about making Nancy his.

Woah.

Holy shit.

This is kind of weird and definitely not expected.

Huh. )

Wait.

What?

Like at all?

[tiltshifts]

( Yep, this is about every bit as awkward as he feared it would be. )

I mean. Not like how you're describing, no. It felt nice, but not like...mindblowing?

[bigboyvibes]

I'm not following? I mean I get what you're saying. Not all sex is spectacular and you're going to have your not so great times.

But?

It's Nancy.

[tiltshifts]

I don't know, maybe it's me. Maybe it's not Nancy but...maybe something's wrong with me?

[bigboyvibes]

I know the issue isn't Nancy.

Are you just not enjoying it? Is she bored? Are you bored? It could be a number of things.

I mean you like sex, right?

[tiltshifts]

I mean, I think I like sex. I don't know, I don't...really have much to compare it to. Outside, you know, solo stuff.

Which I know I enjoy that, I just. I don't know. Maybe...

Maybe girls don't really do it for me?

[bigboyvibes]

Yeah, nor following. I mean you can keep it up, right? With Nance? You get off?

Wait.

.....

Seriously?

[tiltshifts]

I do, with Nance, but it's like. It doesn't feel much better than when I try to get off with my hand, you know?

Yeah...I mean...maybe? Like I said, I really don't know for sure, I haven't done much with anyone else, so...I don't have a lot to go off of.

[bigboyvibes]

I don't get it.

[tiltshifts]

I haven't been with enough people to know.

And I don't know, I'm not like you, Steve, not popular enough for girls to want to give me a shot.

[bigboyvibes]

Don't do that...

I just-

You were so fucking determined to have Nancy and now you're saying you might be into guys?

[tiltshifts]

It wasn't like that, I swear.

I thought...I don't know. I'm just confused.

And I'm sure you don't really want to hear about this, so I'm gonna drop it.

[bigboyvibes]

And you didn't exactly back off of her either. She fucking!

Never mind.

You thought what?

You think you might be into both?

[tiltshifts]

I guess? I don't exactly know how to figure that out, either.

[bigboyvibes]

Well, do you find guys attractive?

[tiltshifts]

I--

...

yes.

( Not pictured here: Jonathan's bright red face looking mightily frustrated at Steve clearly not picking up on anything. )

[bigboyvibes]

(It's what he does best, Jonathan)

Experiment.

[tiltshifts]

With whom? It's not like there's a plethora of guys that are into that sort of thing just standing around in Hawkins.

[bigboyvibes]

Who says you got to seek in Hawkins? You're rushing off to college right?

And honestly how do you know? Have you went out and looked?