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[tiltshifts]

Yeah? Now you've got me kinda curious.

[bigboyvibes]

Just depends, ya know? On what they like, what they prefer.

[tiltshifts]

So you'd go a little rough, then? If they wanted that?

[bigboyvibes]

Only if they wanted it.

But uh-

I do kind of lose myself sometimes.

[tiltshifts]

Lose yourself how?

Sorry, I'm asking a lot of questions, I'm just...curious.

[bigboyvibes]

[He really needs to just terminate this conversation]

In the feeling. When it feels really,really good. We're talking beyond incredible to the point you're just going to explode.

You can't get enough kind of thing because what you got is to perfect. So you just-

I love chasing that high.

[tiltshifts]

When you put it that way, that sound...nice.

( He knows a thing or two about chasing a high. Of course he's been trying to cut down on the weed. )

I could use something like that.

[bigboyvibes]

You've never felt that during sex?

[tiltshifts]

( And cue where Jonathan regrets continuing this conversation. Because they both (unfortunately) know the only person Jonathan has ever been with. )

Not...exactly...

[bigboyvibes]

(ABOOORRRRRRTTTTTTT

Steve hadn't expected Jonathan's response to be so straightforward and well, harsh. It takes Steve by surprise considering that Jonathan had been a bit adamant about making Nancy his.

Woah.

Holy shit.

This is kind of weird and definitely not expected.

Huh. )

Wait.

What?

Like at all?

[tiltshifts]

( Yep, this is about every bit as awkward as he feared it would be. )

I mean. Not like how you're describing, no. It felt nice, but not like...mindblowing?

[bigboyvibes]

I'm not following? I mean I get what you're saying. Not all sex is spectacular and you're going to have your not so great times.

But?

It's Nancy.

[tiltshifts]

I don't know, maybe it's me. Maybe it's not Nancy but...maybe something's wrong with me?

[bigboyvibes]

I know the issue isn't Nancy.

Are you just not enjoying it? Is she bored? Are you bored? It could be a number of things.

I mean you like sex, right?

[tiltshifts]

I mean, I think I like sex. I don't know, I don't...really have much to compare it to. Outside, you know, solo stuff.

Which I know I enjoy that, I just. I don't know. Maybe...

Maybe girls don't really do it for me?

[bigboyvibes]

Yeah, nor following. I mean you can keep it up, right? With Nance? You get off?

Wait.

.....

Seriously?

[tiltshifts]

I do, with Nance, but it's like. It doesn't feel much better than when I try to get off with my hand, you know?

Yeah...I mean...maybe? Like I said, I really don't know for sure, I haven't done much with anyone else, so...I don't have a lot to go off of.

[bigboyvibes]

I don't get it.

[tiltshifts]

I haven't been with enough people to know.

And I don't know, I'm not like you, Steve, not popular enough for girls to want to give me a shot.

[bigboyvibes]

Don't do that...

I just-

You were so fucking determined to have Nancy and now you're saying you might be into guys?

[tiltshifts]

It wasn't like that, I swear.

I thought...I don't know. I'm just confused.

And I'm sure you don't really want to hear about this, so I'm gonna drop it.

[bigboyvibes]

And you didn't exactly back off of her either. She fucking!

Never mind.

You thought what?

You think you might be into both?

[tiltshifts]

I guess? I don't exactly know how to figure that out, either.

[bigboyvibes]

Well, do you find guys attractive?

[tiltshifts]

I--

...

yes.

( Not pictured here: Jonathan's bright red face looking mightily frustrated at Steve clearly not picking up on anything. )